MARA essays

HI guys, as u know i have been writing an essays for my MARA application,so here it is.I hope its would be helpful for others.

KPTM

hi guys, i know its been a while and i never thought that i'm gonna continue posting again but here i am....

as the title are its not about KPTM but its about i'm futhering my studies so last month i receive an email said that my college application had been approve so on 8th of january 2016 i'm gonna depart to kelantan.About my studies, so i'm applied for Early Childhood Education.well actually my first choice is Culinary Art because u know that my hobbies is baking but i get this chance so i grab it since i'm good with kid.Now i'm still struggling to set up all shit, when i said shit i mean all the document and stuff, well its kinda hard tho but i know its worth shit.What's really fuck me up is that i need to wrote a MARA essays so i'm brainstorming to came out with what im about to type but i made it bitch.Hopefully my MARA loan is approved, well pray for me fellas..
TILL THEN.

here it is

Short

I just wanna immigrates to somewhere in u.s n get married....fmlfmlfml
mb had a life like carrie doesnt care bout what people think vout her or mb jump out on some terrific auditions n faces a life like rachel...

Shit FML

I know its been a while....
Lately i feel suck fml fml fml
I dont know why mb coz im too stress at work my boss are soo bloody demanding... n i dont hav a friend anymore since i realise dat my friend r nothin more than just a colly..
Sometimes i just to sit my ass n relax as fuck hav a good time wit family n having a great weekends wit friend or mb a great date...but its too hard to be me...being a 19th boy who a the backbone of his family got to pay a lots of bloody bills....sometimes i wish dats my dad never death so i can futher my studies n feel the college life... n i dont hav to carried all this burden...but im not regret its my responsibilities btw...but im so sick with my elders siblings they r so unresponsible shit...sometimes i wish they were never born...ive been considered to quit my current job few times n look for a new one but im so scared that couldnt find one so my family had to live poor...back in day im always love to take risk cuz im only think bout myself but now i cant cuz every bloody decision that i made i need to put my family first...its so suck i just wanna be relax like others teenagers hav a life...being a nandocas really take my life away from me.. i dont even get a me time...im so freakin tired..im so dull n pasive...at home i got to be matured the only place i can be crazy only at work but now its also cant cuz my bloody boss demand me to be matured i feel like im trapped in my own body...but i think after this eid im gonna quit idc whatever it take cuz im so sick being used by those bloody people up there....wit our stupid goverment dat keep find a way to take all of our money n being a bloody dicktator..i spell it dick yup cuz they r dicks....my boss n our goverment r like junks food its tasty but it take our live slowly n shitly...its so suck im so sick fml fml fml....

Evil Twin

Amanda shes my second bitch or my evil twin sister...the first one is aisyah...manda shes such a sweet girl...shes me in a girl version...we share the same favourite band (Its One Direction)..shes a gleek just like me (fan of glee)...n our favorite reality show was ANTM (American Next Top Model)....first word came out when everytime we meet she was like "hye fitri" n i was like "hye girl" then were both be like omg!!omg!!omg!!...hav u seen...hav u heard...theres a...i cant even...
She said that i was her first friend in opposite...i guess she mean a first guy friend...i never though that i will meet someone that had lot of common wit me....when we talk bout something the only thing that people would hear is a scream n a lot of acronyms like omg wtf lol lmao idk gtg...n some people call us white bitch n its not true coz im obviously not white ...hahahaha...
Xoxo till then...

Please Don't Read

Its been a year since my last post...and this is gonna be my first post published in english but the thing is im out of idea...most of thing that i ever try its never work out within im start gettin bored or feel like an idiot...and im talkin bout youtube,vine and also this blog... am i such a person that givin up easily...i guess its true...none of it end like i want it too....and im also stop from chasing my dream...my dream to be a master pastrie chef like buddy valastro...maybe that why my diet never work out...dream to had a hot body like a model but lazy as hell to work out...wanna be famous but still thinking inside a box...whats wrong with me...claimed my self as fashionista but doesnt know wht suppose to wear...that was a bullshit of me...am i insulting myself right now...ya its true...i deserve that...if i were a girl im deserve that bad bitch title...u can write it on my forehead...omg what is wrong with me my life is totally messed up right now...im screw it everytime...it just piss me off...may i stop now...what shame shame shame...

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