Shit FML

I know its been a while....
Lately i feel suck fml fml fml
I dont know why mb coz im too stress at work my boss are soo bloody demanding... n i dont hav a friend anymore since i realise dat my friend r nothin more than just a colly..
Sometimes i just to sit my ass n relax as fuck hav a good time wit family n having a great weekends wit friend or mb a great date...but its too hard to be me...being a 19th boy who a the backbone of his family got to pay a lots of bloody bills....sometimes i wish dats my dad never death so i can futher my studies n feel the college life... n i dont hav to carried all this burden...but im not regret its my responsibilities btw...but im so sick with my elders siblings they r so unresponsible shit...sometimes i wish they were never born...ive been considered to quit my current job few times n look for a new one but im so scared that couldnt find one so my family had to live poor...back in day im always love to take risk cuz im only think bout myself but now i cant cuz every bloody decision that i made i need to put my family first...its so suck i just wanna be relax like others teenagers hav a life...being a nandocas really take my life away from me.. i dont even get a me time...im so freakin tired..im so dull n pasive...at home i got to be matured the only place i can be crazy only at work but now its also cant cuz my bloody boss demand me to be matured i feel like im trapped in my own body...but i think after this eid im gonna quit idc whatever it take cuz im so sick being used by those bloody people up there....wit our stupid goverment dat keep find a way to take all of our money n being a bloody dicktator..i spell it dick yup cuz they r dicks....my boss n our goverment r like junks food its tasty but it take our live slowly n shitly...its so suck im so sick fml fml fml....